ideals were born unto phylum animalia

hiddenreceivedIn agrarian communities sometimes a male youth of the tribe is given chattel, like a cow or goat he totes around to pastures, as if that animal was his peer. Walking down Williamsburg rd. when I was a teenager I had a thought & enlivened by the spirit of a kingdom of peasant-like reality, never colluded inwardly by the thought that this is at all the norm = I felt I was being trailed by an old cow, like sensitivity to what was around me was key to the locked door about to open thru-which the animal would enter. The thoughts seemed archaic, & I sought to bare the thought that it was old enough, but not recognizing any biblacy, as if? But rather it seemed OLD-new world, like 200 yrs. ago. I have had a dream of lying in a doe's lair,almost like awakening in the moment, there, & more to th pt., I had a dream of being in the cntr. of a varied group of chattel all of them wide eyed & looking prone to their own signature call, while I in a primordial slung moment felt like their little bro., & the barer of what subtly is communicated between man & beast if it were possible, like a Cabbalistic threshold being crossed into a cool watery realm of early self-hood.